Drawn in the landscapes of memory

Drawn in the landscapes of memory

by Roger Ballen
The Feast of the Gods, 2020

As I traverse the landscapes of memory, I am drawn back to my first encounter of China in 1987. I vividly recall the bicycles that filled the streets, the blue uniforms worn by the populace and the overwhelming stillness of a time when cars were a rarity. My days were marked by wandering through the limited aisles of state-controlled supermarkets, where choices were few, and the air was filled with the scent of simple pork and rice dishes served from bustling food stalls. When I returned in 2016 for my ‘Theatre of the Absurd’ exhibition at the Beijing Academy of Arts, it felt as though I had landed on another planet. The transformation in society, art and photography astounded me – China had shifted from a world of conformity and traditionalism to an industrialised global superpower, a leader in technological and creative innovation.

It is this very intersection of the old and new that forms the crux of Xu Xiaowei’s photographs. The artist’s work masterfully combines ‘anachronistic’ black-and-white photography with digital techniques, creating a tapestry that is rich with history yet strikingly contemporary. While there is a lineage of similar subject matter in Chinese photography, Xiaowei’s body of work transcends the documentary style that characterised the Reform and Opening-Up era (1970s to 1990s). Photographers like Lu Nan, Liu Heung Shing and Zhang Hai’er captured the rapid changes – urbanisation, industrialisation, poverty, inequality and state control – documenting the lives of marginalised individuals.

Roger Ballen is one of the most influential and important photographic artists of the 21st century, and his photographs span over fifty years. His strange and extreme works confront the viewer and challenge them to come with him on a journey into their own minds as he explores the deeper recesses of his own. He has published over twenty-five books internationally and his works are in more that fifty of the most important international museum collections.

Similarly, in Xiaowei’s work, we find references to idyllic agrarian life – the ‘rural romance’ juxtaposed with stark representations of modernity. His photographs create impressions that weave together collective memories and sights of the outside world – landscapes, architecture and cultural insignia. With a surrealist undertone, these seemingly incongruous elements come together as montages, tapestries or a bric-a-brac of experiences. Folkloric symbols and Chinese proverbs evoke a sense of cultural heritage and wisdom, yet they stand in contrast to contemporary themes of fast fashion, consumerism and state surveillance. This ‘compression’ reveals how visual experiences, perception and memories can layer within the mind: these photographs are projections of a kind of psychic ‘flash’ or ‘multifaceted dramas’, as the artist titles one of his chapters.

Like my own work, I see them as mental inscapes where perceptions exist in shallow, flat spaces, allowing the viewer to peer into the depths of their own psyche. Perhaps this is what the artist is referring to in the title of this book, Spacing Memories. The concept of ‘spacing’, suggested by the title of Xiaowei’s collection, explores the psychological distance between fragmented memories (or ‘ruins’, as the artist might call them) and also suggests a deep relationship between the act of remembering and the medium of photography. Photographs become vessels for memory, capturing fleeting moments and emotions that resonate across time and space, akin to ‘ruins’, as highlighted in Section Two.

But what else renders these photographs as ‘psychological’? It is their ability to transcend straightforward depictions of reality. They evoke inner qualities of the mind and personal experience, as abstract elements blur the boundaries between external and internal experiences. For instance, in Prisoner Dance (《 囚舞 》)(2020) on p. 36, the dark, abstract figure against a cracked and textured backdrop evokes feelings of entrapment and disintegration rather than merely mimicking natural phenomena. The figure, resembling a butterfly with parts missing, symbolises transformation or the struggle for freedom. Similarly, in The Outcast’s Competition (《受排挤的竞争》)(2019–23) on p. 26, dynamic light trails against a shadowy background intensifying feelings of confusion and estrangement.

As a photographer and artist for over fifty years, my raison d’être has always been to reveal hidden, repressed and elusive parts of the psyche, and I resonate with Xiaowei’s capacity to surface such unsettling truths – hidden desires or fears. The artist’s childhood terror of fireflies, evident in Get Rid of Those Shiny Bugs (《赶走 那些闪光的虫子》) (see p. 22), for instance, symbolises associations with death and the unknown, serving as metaphors for deeper psychological states within a fast- paced, technologically driven society. In one haunting scene, a doorman sits at a stark white table with three clocks, symbols of unfulfilled life and expectations. Another portrays a face overlooked by dispersed goldfish, who, in an existential entrapment, are ‘always looking for something’. The eerie or uncanny sense of imprisonment, of being ‘watched’, is evoked in the sight of a woman who bears puppeteer handles and, in the background, a man being tube-fed like a pet, as well as a solitary figure who walks through a narrow door set into a tall, curved concrete wall with strong shadows stretching across the lower part of it.

Further, the presence of absurdity in Xiaowei’s work is what renders it particularly disturbing, unsettling, and psychologically provocative. The irrational and out-of- place elements create tension and humour, disrupting our sense of order. In The Feast of the Gods (《 众神之宴》) (see p. 75), for example, traditional statues are interrupted by a cartoonish cat, juxtaposing sacred traditions with modern consumerism. Similarly, Torture, on pp. 64–65, depicts figures wearing animal masks, evoking alienation and the struggle for personal identity in the face of societal control. The prevalence of masks in different forms – from clowns to facial paper covers to animal heads – heeds a profound sense of otherness and outsiderness that has always perplexed and captivated me.

Ultimately, Xiaowei’s work admirably embodies the complexities of modern Chinese culture, revealing the interplay between tradition and progress, absurdity and reality, within the framework of collective memory. Through this lens, I find not only kinship with the artist but also a mirror reflecting my own artistic journey.

As I continue to explore the depths of memory, I am reminded of the power of photography as a medium that transcends time and space, capturing the ephemeral essence of our experiences and emotions. One needs to travel deep into oneself to take a picture – into the dark and subterranean – and Xiaowei has taken me there. I think of the words of the Tang Dynasty Chinese poet and painter Wang Wei, who wrote: ‘In the mountains, there are always things to enjoy; in the valley, there are always things to see.’

Roger Ballen is one of the most influential and important photographic artists of the 21st century, and his photographs span over fifty years. His strange and extreme works confront the viewer and challenge them to come with him on a journey into their own minds as he explores the deeper recesses of his own. He has published over twenty-five books internationally and his works are in more that fifty of the most important international museum collections.

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